Thank You

Today is one of those days when I thought of giving up but you give me strength to carry on.

I love you daddy.
Thankyou. ♥


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Botanic Garden

been so bz and im so so sooooo lazy to blog! ;< nothing's motivating me to blog. viewership dropped tremendously every since i stopped blogging few months ago. lol. i get really sian whnever i logged in to nuffnang to see those stats. omg. ): WHYYYYYY! WHY LIKE THISSSSSSSSSS. >.>

so much pictures to share but thrs nth i feel like blogging abt. whn i think alot, i'll pen down so much thoughts & dont feel like sharing any pictures. whn i wanna share pictures, i dont even have the mood to even form sentences.

gonna share pictures today! lots of them! ;D

tofu and i decided to head over to botanic garden one afternoon w our babygirl becos our girl loves going out!!! u know the look she give whnever we're going out! like she's gonna cry any moment. lol.


food that i woke up early to prepare! :)
baby did sandwiches. but i din took any pictures! idk why!! o.o














lil girl wandering alone by herself! lol




baby & happy loves playing w kids.














lil girl when she's tired!




freaking cute right! ahahahah!

update sooooooooon!

Change?

Things changed. People changed. The ones tht u once knew are no longer the ones u used to know anymore. it scary, no? cos I'm really scared. I'm freaking out!

Things have changed so much you don't realize it's changing till the change has become so drastic thrs nth u can do anymore. Everyday, I'm seeing changes. It really scares me so much everytime I see new changes happening ard me. how can someone I used to look up to become someone like this today? how can someone I used to hold dear to become someone like this today? How can someone I used to confide everything in change to someone i don't even know today? Why? What exactly happen to them? they doesn't even sound like those people tht used to be so dear to me anymore?

Just like an empty shell, thr's nth left inside at all.

I've seen so much these days. so much. I'm giving up. But, i am still who I am. I am no longer tht weak anymore. (:


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BAD MOOD

My mood is frigging bad tonight! yea, it's not like im happy everyday anyway. tht explains the lack of awesome entries! I realized the type of crap u produce thru blogging seriously depends on ur damn mood!

You see, when I'm happy I'll produce happy entries right? so when I'm angry I type like I'm pissed off! when I'm sad, I'll blog like as if the whole world's crashing! And when I'm bored, my blog is dead. fuck!

Actually Im kinda pissed nw. cos I'm craving for astons but whr the hell can I get astons at this fucking hour!!! :@ guess the closest I could get would be western food! yea, will source for it ltr then. don't wanna care abt the weight tonight. it will make me angrier, seriously!

I'm just very bored and angry and upset and I'm having a bad moodswing cos.............
BOYFRIEND IS NOT SPENDING ENOUGH TIME W ME!!!!. -.-

Nth i do is making me feel better. Tried talking to friends, tried watching grey's anatomy, tried blogging, tried tweeting. nth's helping! guess it's bcos I haven been having enough slp lately! i know lah, i know im selfish okay? i know im alr working w my boyfriend everyday but we dont talk okay? We have enough workload to keep us away from each other everyday. plus all the other factors its not helping all!!! FUCK IT! I SOUND LIKE A MISERABLE ANNOYING BITCH!! ARGHHH!!!! STILL FREAKING PISSED. I'm done.



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Porn's

some random way overdue pictures to share! :)




my cute lil sweeeetie pie!

been kind of addicted to thai food and jap recently. its like its never enuff! just cannot get enough of it you know! rahhhhhhhhh! anw, tofu and i went over to porn's at bugis to try the new restaurant opened by pornsak. the food's not bad. :D and i love tomyum soup,esp those made from thai so imagine i was slurping all the leftovers!






baby's so in love with this!!! egg omelette! lol.


greeeeeen curry!


& their steamboat tomyum. Om Nom Nom....


ending w a very chubby chub chub me in glasses! >.<

touched. ♥

i was freaking pissed w my mom over some issues so i called baby up and complained to him like crazy!!! & i swear my nerves are gonna burst anytime soooooon.

BUT!
im mad mad mad touched now cos...

#1
i was complaing to baby like crazy whn he suddenly asked if he needs me right now and he'll drive over this very min just to make sure im okay and bring me out to wherever i want when he has only just reached home from work.

#2
He knows mani & pedi are my favourite happy pills so he suggest tht i should head over to my manicurist now to do my nails and he's gonna sponsor me! *MELTS

#3
toook me some time to realise that tofu was actually all along below his place listening to my rants when he can actually head home while on th phone w me cos he was alr walking bck home whn i called. but he was afraid tht the stupid lift will cut our conversation due to bad reception so he spent the whole time trying to coax this bitch of his below his place bcos he was afraid tht i'll feel even terrible if the line was cut off!

such simple gestures.
im truly blessed. <3
love you baby.
(T.T")